What do you do during school lunches?

just hang in there. Enough of this will soon make you figure out one day that none of this **** matters and when you stop caring about "I look lonely,i have no friends!" and all that, then you'll find that you're fine on your own. And once you think that you're fine on your own, you will find the confidence to make friends. Thats because if you care too much and are too self conscious, friends won't come that easily. but once you just stop caring so much and enjoy every day and spend more time with yourself, friends will automatically come to you. Don't hide though. Hiding isn't even trying. Theres more of a chance that you'll bump into someone and start a conversation if you're out where everyone else is during lunch than if you're inside the library or bathroom.